When I saw u first time

[Akademik]

The first time I saw you
You were standing in the rain,
Waiting for that ride
The one that never came.
I offered you cover
You stood so close to me,
I felt my heart beat rapidly
I knew you were a special lady.
I whisked you into a local shop
To shake away the chills,
The rain was pouring hard
We had a little time to kill.
A drink or three later the sun was out
You thanked me kindly but you had to go about,
I left my heart in your coat,
I watched you leave my life
I had a lump in my throat.
I have thought about you ever since that day
I wonder if I shall see you again,
Will you give back my love
Or keep it tightly packed away.


My life without u

My life without you is like the earth without the sun.
Forever dull and dark and never very fun.
Without you by my side I feel so bare and lonely
You are my true love you are my one and only.
I would do anything to win you back be with you once again.
Since you broke my heart my life has been full of despair and pain.
I know that you are the one and that we are meant to be.
But unfortunately right now thats something you fail to see.
I just need one more chance to prove my undying love to you.
And if you open your heart I will show you this love is true.
The truth is I love you more than I have ever loved anyone before.
But at the moment to me your heart is a locked and bolted door.
I hope that when you look deep down into your heart.
You will realise our love is special and we should never be apart.
I love you more with every breath,everyday my love grows stronger.
And it fills me inside with sorrow that you return my love no longer.
But if you could just open your eyes and look at what we shared.
You will realise I never meant to hurt you the truth is I was just so scared.
So please I am asking you my love to give me one last chance.
And I will show you my sweetheart the meaning of true romance.
For we have something special something we can not waste.
So please return to me my beauty and put a smile back upon my face.
We spend our whole lives searching for happiness and true love.
Well I have found that in you, your a drop of heaven sent from above.
My life as been so difficult since I have returned to the UK.
But by far the hardest thing is you making me feel this way.
So I am asking you one last time please open your eyes and see.
I need you now more than ever and just hope you still need me.


Pretending

I pretend that you're not here,
listening to what I say
But really you're the only one,
that can make everything okay

I pretend that I don't care,
when you don't talk to me
But really I'm dying inside,
I just wish you could see

I pretend that I'm fine,
with us being just friends
but really I want to tell you,
I don't want this to be how it ends

I pretend that I don't,
dream of you at night
But really you're the only one,
that can make my wrongs right.

I pretend that I don't care,
but really I do
I guess what I'm trying to say is,
I'm in love with you

We are just friends but...

We enjoy each others company
but for the most part, we avoid it.
We pretend there is nothing there.
We are just friends.
Every time we meet, it is awkward at first.
We check our guard and put up the walls.
We are just friends that is all.
We call each other on the phone,
and always have a good excuse for doing so.
Do friends need an excuse?
You remind me that,
we must be carefull,
We cannot go there, you say.
The rules have been set,
and we live by them.
We sit and talk for hours,
two sets of eyes interlocked
and neither turns away.
I hang on your every word.
Your simple presence in a room,
gives my life a purpose.
Add your voice and a smile,
and I melt away.
But we are just friends, right?
Why do I feel it is more?
Are we in self-inflicted denial?
Our past hurts have made us so afraid,
We would rather be lonely than to take that chance again.
So…
Now I stop and think
just what you mean to me
you are everything to me
everything I would ever need
I am standing here hoping
wishing this were true
that one day you might feel the same way that I do
I look into your eyes
see who I want to be
there is one thing on my mind
the thought of you and me
my heart says what it wants
my heart says what it needs
I see it in your eyes
you are the only one for me

[Mas'ud]

Salom! Sahifa uchun katta rahmat. shu erga Pushkindan ham bitta sh'er keltirishni joiz topdim...

K ****

Ya pomnyu chudnoyo mgnoveniye,
Pered o mnoy yavilas' Ti.
Kak mimoletnoye videniye
Kak geniy chistoy krasoti.
V tomleniyah grusti beznadejnoy,
V trevogah shumnoy sueti.
Zvuchal mne dolgo golos nejniy,
Snilis' miliye cherti.
...Shli godi, bur' poriv myatejniy,
Rasseyal prejniye mechti.
I ya zabil tvoy golos nejniy,
Tvoi nebesniye cherti.
V glushi vo mrake zatochen'e
Tyanulis tiho dni moi.
Bez bojestvo, bez vdohnoveniye,
Bez jizni, bez slyozi, bez lyubvi.
V dushe nastalo probujdeniye,
I vot opyat yavilas' Ti.
Kak mimoletnoye videniye,
Kak geniy chistoy krasoti.
V dushe nastalo probujdeniye,
Dlya nego voskresli vnov'
I bojestvo, i vdohnoveniye,
I jizn, i slyozi, i lyubov'.
(A.S.Pushkin)


hurmat ila...

[Akademik]

Biz ham bir Pushkinni sheridan keltirishni lozim toptik

Love, like a bird, is free.
Oh yes, love, like a bird, is free,
Yes, I`m yours just the same!
Yes, I shall see your fiery form
In sweet dream after dream!

Yes, the fierce strength of lovely arms,
Eyes sad with treachery,
Are all my fever of vain passion
And give no peace to me!

I shall sing song of you, to heaven
I shall lift up your voice!
And to the stars to win your fire
Priest - like, I`ll sacrifice.

And in the river of my verse
Like a storm wave you`ll rise,
And from my hand I shall not wash
Your perfume`s lingering trace.

And in the silence of the night
Though for the briefest while,
Your haunting face shall shine upon me
And smile its dazzling smile.

Yes, I`m tormented by sweet longings,
That, when you are abroad,
You will from time to time in secret
Bestow on me a thought.

Carmen, through life`s storm and alarms,
Through all sad treachery,
Let that one thought be strict and bright,
As is a roud, simple and white,
Or journey far away.

[Mas'ud]

ZUR. Faqat bu she'rning ruscha nomi nima edi?

hurmat ila...

[Solnishko]

Ya tut toje hochu koe chto predostavit vam.
Eto otrivok iz romana Pushkina "E.Onegin"

Чем меньше женщину мы любим,
Тем легче нравимся мы ей
И тем ее вернее губим
Средь обольстительных сетей.
Разврат, бывало, хладнокровный
Наукой славился любовной,
Сам о себе везде трубя
И наслаждаясь не любя.
Но эта важная забава
Достойна старых обезьян
Хваленых дедовских времян:
Ловласов обветшала слава
Со славой красных каблуков
И величавых париков.

Nadeus vam ponravitsia etot otrivok.
A voopshe ochen horosho chto vi zatronuli tvorchestvo etogo poeta.

[Mas'ud]

KLASS!!! Spasibo Vam!

hurmat ila...

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(Poulo Koel'o)