Suicide note

[spoon]

Last week, investigators at the scene of a man's suicide found two notes, the first one read:
You wanna know why I killed myself? I'll tell you why. Because to my wife, my friends, my family, to everybody, I was...
The second note read, all in 1 line:
78455982882378663389502230055952899769262560628644 276547285348350643756908584979
63873367776755834347445687035399489429222740247996 465262

This is so screwed up in so many ways... The man killed himself and left some notes based on some random numbers. Prolly some secret code, a massage or something. What was he thinking when commiting a suicide.. I can't believe police still couldn't find the answer. :( You try it, and maybe you'll be lucky.

[PainKiller]

google

Results 1 - 10 of about 52,600 for suicide . (0.07 seconds)
Thousands of 'em...

[noodles]

spoon, who was he?

[Oslo]

read "Night Falls Fast" by Kay Redfield Jamison, fabulous book.

[abcd]

78455982882378663389502230055952899769262560628644 276547285348350643756908584979
63873367776755834347445687035399489429222740247996 465262

I think I solved it. Look carefully what number is missing. 1. Now look at your phone which number doesn't have any letters? You right 1.
Now you can solve this puzzle without any problem.