Mrs. Pachino
12-03-2000, 04:26 PM
Prosnuvshis' utrom, ona tak i ne osoznala chto segodnya rasstayetsya s nim navsegda, ne ponyala chto proshlaya noch' bila ix posledney. On zhe raskriv sonniye glaza sheptal ey kakiye-to otdel'niye slova, a ona ne doslushav ix, obnimala ego pitayas' etim kak-bi pritupit' neumolimost' strelok chasov. Lubila ili net, ona ponyala chto do bezumiya hochet bit' s nim, zhit' im, stat' do boli neotyemlemoy chastichkoy ego sushestva. On zhe neuyemno prodozhal uspokaivat' eye, nezhno stiraya proch solyonie slyozi obzhigayushiye eye lico. On govoril chto lubit, chto oni vsegda budut vmeste, i chto netu legkoy lubvi. A ona tixo kivala golovoy, do boli pokusivaya gubi, chtobi sderzhat' krik otchayania, zapolnivshego eye zhizn' s togo samogo momenta kogda ona vperviye ponyala chto lubit ego. Cherez chas uletal eye samolyot, a ona nikak ne mogla sobrat'sya, ottyagivaya neuizbezhnost' ix rasstavaniya. Strannoye eto chuvstvo lubov'. Yesho vchera ona bila uverena v to chto eye netu, segodnya zhe sud'ba s lixvoy vozvrashala ey dolg bumerangom. Proshayas' s nim, na eye gubax igrala legkaya ten' ulibki, a on smotrel ne ponimaya do konca, lubit li ona ili net.
- "Tak nuzhno," - dumala ona.
- "Skazhi chto ti lubish menya, i ya budu schastliv," - voproshal on.
No vot obyavlena posadka, i netu bol'she slyoz na eye resnicax, lish tol'ko gul shagov vokrug nix, i tolpi ludey okruzhayushix etot nedolgovechniy ostrovok ix lubvi, gde kogda-to ona hotela navsegda ostat'sya s nim. Uxodya, ona obernulas', i tak ey i zapomnil'sya etot den': on, etot gorod gde ona vperviye poznala lubov', vetreniy den, ogromniye oblaka, i ego lico, takoye do boli znakomoye, no v to zhe samoye vremya chuzhoye kak nikogda. Ona navsegda uxodila ot nego, ne ponimaya do konca chto v tot samiy moment perestayet po nastoyashemu zhit'.
- "Tak nuzhno," - dumala ona.
- "Skazhi chto ti lubish menya, i ya budu schastliv," - voproshal on.
No vot obyavlena posadka, i netu bol'she slyoz na eye resnicax, lish tol'ko gul shagov vokrug nix, i tolpi ludey okruzhayushix etot nedolgovechniy ostrovok ix lubvi, gde kogda-to ona hotela navsegda ostat'sya s nim. Uxodya, ona obernulas', i tak ey i zapomnil'sya etot den': on, etot gorod gde ona vperviye poznala lubov', vetreniy den, ogromniye oblaka, i ego lico, takoye do boli znakomoye, no v to zhe samoye vremya chuzhoye kak nikogda. Ona navsegda uxodila ot nego, ne ponimaya do konca chto v tot samiy moment perestayet po nastoyashemu zhit'.