Prosto grustno cheloveku....

[gloomy]

Serdtze, ne chini mne bol',
Ya ustal ot etoy noshi....
Na litze emotziy nol',
No v dushe purga s poroshey...

Tyajelo kak nikogda -
Ya svoyeyu miloy broshen
Mojet, luchshe bez neye -
Besserdechnoy, nehoroshey...

Stavyashey ni v grosh chuvstva,
Ne tzenyashey mig obshenya -
Zabivayushey menya
Radi mal'chika-soseda.

Mojet sam ya vinovat:
Ved' menya preduprejdali -
"Ne rovnya tebe ona -
Dumay, prejde chem chto delat'!"

Mne ot etogo ne legche -
Serdtzu bol'no ne prikajesh -
Zavitushki DNK
Ne podvlastni cheloveku....


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to be continued upon request.....
(I wish not, I hope I will live through this soft-n-sloppy mood by then.)

[ho-ho]

ne nado tak perezhivat'. :) luchshe tebya ved' vse ravno nikogo net

[da+tak]

ti ne znaesh chto sluchit"ya
mojet ti ey tol"ko nujet
vsem comnen"yam ved" ne sbit"sya
pust" konets budet polojen.

Mojet ee serdcu bol"no
ottogo chto ti ne ryadom,
Mojet po nocham ridaet
chtobi bit" s toboyu letom.

Podojdi kogda verneshsya
razojgi ogin" jelaniy,
Pokaji chto net na svete
vashih s ney vospominaniy.

[gloomy]

Pravdu vidno lyudi kajut:
"Chelovek predpolagayet...."
(Hot' i ne podozrevayet
Chto yemu gotovit rok).

Rok ne tot chto vmeste s "roll"om
I ne tot chto "heavy-metal",
Hotya chto ya bespokoyus'?
Razve ya tut samiy umniy? :)

Chto j sluchilos'? V chem prichina
Stol' seryoznoy peremeny?
Prosto melkiy znak vnimanya
Ot obyekta vojdelenya.

Malen'kaya vest' ot miloy,
S ney i obraz charovnitzy
Zahvativshey moye serdtze
Slovno zemlyu svet zarnitzy.

Jizn' idet, ona uj luchshe,
Pravda yest' yeshe somnenye.
No nadeyus' to ischeznet
Kak otstupit t'ma pred solntzem.

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to be continued...... if anyone cares at all...(hmmm, err, a bit immodest isn't it?)
:)

P.S.Kstati, Nafanya, eto ty tam "ho-ho" kayesh? :)

[KITTEN]

I am sure that someone do care about it:)
You may be just donno?
Anyway, take care yourself of yourself:)

[gloomy]

eewwww, yesli uj sama Kitten soizvolila obratit' vnimaniye na stol' nichtojnoye proizvedeniye, daje nesmotrya na nevol'nuyu netzenzurshchinu vnachale - to radi etogo sobytiya sleduyet prodoljit'. Hotya by chutochku......
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Znal ya - serdtze ne obmanesh
Koli predveshchayet buryu.
Znal ya - tem v dushe mne huje -
Ved' nichem tut ne pomojesh.

Ne ostaviv ten' nadejdi
Proneslas' meteoritom -
Opustoshiv serdtze migom,
I rastayavshi bez sleda.

Tak kuda j ushlo byloye?
Vse nadejdy, igry, laski?
Kanulo v bezdonnu Letu....
...Ugasayut chuvstva, kraski...

Serdtze yunoshi razbito -
Kak banal'no b ne zvuchalo...
Ah, zachem terpet' vse eto?
Luchshe b vse ne nachinalos'....

V virshah slabiye potugi
Pomogayut vylit' gore.
Lish by kto-nibud' sluchayniy
Ne schital sebya oblitym. ;)

Vechniy je vopros otvechen -
"Yest' lyubov'?" - "Net, yeye netu.."
....Ne dovolen neposeda:
"Net yeye? Kogda je budet?" ;)

Napisavshiy eti stroki
Klyatvoyu klyanetsya vechnoy -
Nikogda tak blizko k serdtzu
Ne dopustit bol'she jenshin.
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Hope I am not a nuisance here...
And maybe Kitten is right, I should pull up my socks now and do smth else.

[ne vajno]

Sorry, i'm so sorry for everything i did
nadeus' poymesh i prostish
love
sam znaesh kto

[gloomy]

To: ne vajno

Sure, honey, I will live through it. What is in the past is in the past. Let us try to live on, maybe there are new horizons ahead. And do not be so sorry - things like that happen every time here and there. And I still keep some love in my heart for you....(dunno if you want to know it)...

Loving you dearly,

Yours...

[gloomy]

I am glad it is dying out so slowly,
Without hurting, without burning.....
Without reproach, rebuke or reprisal,
Without the fear of ever returning
That pain.

I am glad it is over by turn of the week-end,
I wonder if anything ever so weakened
My heart and my soul by trips to the Dreamland......
I am glad it is over, that's true.....

I'm happy it didn't take much of my effort,
And neither were you to blame for the break-up,
I am glad we did it without bad wording,
I am taking the rest from it all....

May God bless this easeness of separation,
Taking out the pain of abandoned relation,
Let this blissful feeling continue some time,
I like the elating sounds of its chime...
Adieu...