The feeling of missing...

[BJay]

Sometimes people feel emptiness inside... like the whole empty football field is inside them... Nowhere to go... nowhere to hide... nothing to do... nothing to see...

We feel... we misss... but they are not with us... too far away... strange... u can hear the sound of echo real far away... maybe we love maybe we miss maybe we want maybe we don't but whatever we wanna do or wherever we wanna go... there is always one question behind us...
"Please, be reasonable won't you?"
No matter what... but we don't wanna act reasonably... we are childs in heart... crazy in actions... sad in faces... when we miss... when we miss...

Au revoir,
BJay

[hello_world]

>Sometimes people feel emptiness inside... like the whole
>empty football field is inside them... Nowhere to go...
>nowhere to hide... nothing to do... nothing to see...

Boy, that's what they call nostalgie, if i got you right :)

And the worst thing about it: it is never to go, it stays with you, no matter what. Even if you return, the things have changed there already.
So you have to live with it.
So deal with it, for God's sake! :)

[Prosto tak]

Sometimes this feeling just overloads you.
You want to be needed,you want somebody to take care of you. And sometimes you find a person, with whom you feel really comfortable, you don't want to let him go. You want to be with him all the time. But life goes on, and we are still kind in our hearts, why cannot we be like that all the time?

[Mrs. Pachino]

... it hurts the most when you shake hands, you act as if whatever happened between you two meant nothing to either one of you, and you leave .... kak poyetsya v odnoy pesne "tebe na yug, a mne na sever ..."
and then you blame yourself for giving up to passion, to what you thought would come to grow into real love, you wonder what he would think of you after what happened between two of you on a dark night somewhere far away, in a la-la land of your dreams and one night stand, as you come to recognize what happened later on. you think how all this happened so quick, how come you gained and lost at the same time, how come there is this emptiness inside that eats you out, doesn't let you focus or think of other things, how come??...
and then at some point you stop being friends you thought you'd always stay, and you start wondering why you and/or him could let this happen, how two of you could act so irresponsibly (or so it seems to you at this time) and step over the boundaries of a so-called "friendship." love is something that was never there, you will understand that, but unfortunately much later on. love was not on your mind when you were searching for it. you searched and found something that will stay in your heart forever, but something you have to pay a very high cost for, something you might regret or treasure for the rest of your life. you risk yourself, give it all out for one person, thinking that this could be the one, and then ... later comes the heavy feeling of a huge and tremendous disappointment of your own self and numerous questions that start rising as you analyze and think through what happened between you and that someone, whom you will never be able to erase from your memory, let alone from your life. i guess you would say the memory itself is already worth a lot, but it is a stain that you can't erase, a memory so painful you can cry, since you recognize the impossibility of being able to revive what happened that one fatal time, fatal for both of you, fatal in many ways, dramatically fatal ...

[ho-ho]

A pomoemu nado lyubit' i uvazhat' drug druga dazhe ,kogda tebe izmenili,kogda lyubvi bol'she net,mozhno uiti,no druz'yami nado ostatsya,chtobi prosto skazat':"Ne perezhivay ,rodnoy,ya pomogu tebe...."

[hello_world]

A po moyemu, ho-ho prosto nayivnyak. :) I nikogda ne ispytivala etogo chuvstva polnogo opustosheniya :) :) kogda ty zol na ves' mir i vse plevat' :)
Grow up, girl!!! :)
lol

[KITTEN]

HO-HO!
Nevozmojno bit' druz'yami, posle lyubvi. Kogda pusto, i kogda nikto tebe ne nujen, i takoe osh'ush'enie nikchemnosti, i tol'ko vospominaniya muchayut tebya, i v odno utro ti ih proklinaesh', no na sleduyushee, ti ne mojesh bez nih, i osoznayosh chto tol'ko etimi vospominaniyami ti i jiva!
Nevozmojno bit' drugom, daje esli ochen' ochen' hochetsya skazat' ya pomogu, no kogda ti chuvstvuesh chto ti navyazivaesh' etu pomosh', tebe stanovitsya protivno....
Nevozmojno bit' druzyami posle lyubvi...

[mucho]

Qadrli qizla va bolla, yozgan gaplaringizni uqib judayam silaga yordam bergim keldi. Ha, odamda shunday damla buladi- kuziga hech narsa kurinmey ketadi. Bu holatni hamma har hil tushuntiradi, lekin hamma "bu holat bilan men uzim hech narsa qila olmayman" deb uylaydi. Bu holatlarga misol -yomgir yogayotganda qizlarning uzidan uzi yiglagisi kelib qolishi(chunki qachonlardir "U" bilan yomgirda vidolashgan ), birovni kurib qolganda birdan yuragi siqilib qolishi(chunki u qizga yoki bolaga kimnidir eslatgan), kitob uqiyotganda yoki kino kurayotganda bir narsani kurib qolib boshni ogrishi va siqilishladan qutulish yoli bor. Hamma narsa faqat shiriiin tush va yahshi esdalik bulib qolishini istasangiz va bunga qiziqib qolgan bulsangiz manga yozila hammasini batafsil tushuntirib beraman. Ishlaringizda omad!!!

(zafarbek@hotmail.com)

[ho-ho]

Chto takoe naivnyak ne podskazhete???:)Ladno ,ne nado,rebyata,vi tol'ko podumayte,vi lyubili etogo cheloveka,vi chto zhe lyubili plohogo cheloveka?Znaete,kogda Tonya v "Doktore Zhivago" u Pasternaka uznaet,chto Zhivago izmenil ey,tochnee ona,kak zhenshchina dogadivaetsya ob etom,to ona v pis'me emu pishet,chto iz za odnoy tol'ko misli,kakoe strashnoe ,unizitel'noe nakazanie nelyubov',ona bi ne smogla priznatsya sebe ,chto bol'she ne lyubit ego.Izmennikov nado proshchat' ne dlya NIH,izmennikov nado proshchat' dlya SEBYA.Zhizn' dolgaya...potom smotrish v glaza takogo lyubimogo,takogo zaputavshegosya cheloveka,kotorogo ti znaesh luchshe vseh na svete i govorish emu "tshhhh...ne nado,rodnoy,ya pomogu tebe,ya ved'...". :)))Lyudi ,kotorih mi kogda-to lyubili,kotorie nas kogda-to tak bol'no predavali i tak sladko kayatsya uchili,vse oni svet i teplo nashey dushi,vse oni nasha nezhnost' i chistota,vse oni nasha neporochnost' i vernost'. Vse ciniki mira,zhdu ot vas otvetov.No offence! :)))

[ho-ho]

Kstati neskol'ko voprosov: :)
1.Kto sam ne greshen?
2.Vi hotite bit' gordimi ili schastlivimi?
3.Ne kazhetsya li vam,chto sohranit' teplie druzheskie chuvstva (i dazhe lyubov') gorazdo slozhnee,chem uiti,razvorotiv vse v svoey dushe i rastoptav dushu drugogo.
4.Da i voobshche,vraga nado derzhat' pod prismotrom :)

[hello_world]

>1.Kto sam ne greshen?
Nu, eto sovsem prosto - Vsevyshniy bezgreshen i nest' ravnih yemu.
Chto eto nas na Bibliyu potyanulo? "Kto sam bez greha, pervym bros' v neye kamen'!"

>2.Vi hotite bit' gordimi ili schastlivimi?
A yesli schastye v gordosti? Verneye, v dostoinstve? :)

>3.Ne kazhetsya li vam,chto sohranit' teplie druzheskie chuvstva (i dazhe lyubov') gorazdo slozhnee,chem uiti,razvorotiv vse v svoey dushe i rastoptav dushu drugogo.
Kajetsya, yeshe kak kajetsya, dorogaya ho-ho(kstati, ne iz leksikona li Ellochki Lyudoyedki vybrano siye slovo? :)) hotya, yesli ob'yektivno posmotret', to vse vsegda delo tehniki.

>4.Da i voobshche,vraga nado derzhat' pod prismotrom
Mysl', ujasayushaya svoyey glubinoy i zaslujivayushaya zapechatleniya na vechnih skrijalayah. ho-ho - filosof! Bravo, madame! :)

[Mr.+Ne+lyublyu+poems]

exx melanxoliki shmelanxoliki :)
dayte mne vse knopki zapuska atomnix bomb...ya vzorvu ves' mir i gotov vzyat' na sebya vse grehi chelovechestva (potom vam je budet horosho..budete jit' v rayu ;))
lyubov' shmubov'...vse eto abstrakt i nado smotret' praktichno na takie veshi, a ne obsujdat'..do vas uje velikie filosofi svoimi filosofiyami, poeti- poeziyami, muzikanti - muzikami hoteli otkrit' mir lyubvi i chuvstv... no niche ne poluchilsya :) :) :)
jivite veselo i svobodno , no... ne meshayte drugim svoey svobodoy i veseley..oni toje imeyut pravo na eto ;)
duhhh... ne lyublyu filosofstvovat' :)
lana...poyduka poigrayu v Delta Force :) :) :)

[ho-ho]

Uvazhaemiy Hello_World,a Vi ne podbrosite li paru tak nazivaemih "techniques" na sluchai izmeni,mozhno i na drugie sluchai tozhe ,esli on u Vas est' :).Naschet vsevishnego Vi tozhe pravi,(hochetsya pribavit' "kak vsegda",no ne poluchaetsya).Ya eto k tomu ,chto ,esli Vas kogda-nibud' proshchali,to pochemu bi i Vam ne prodemonstrirovat' velikodushie?A voobshche-to ,ya ne volshebnik,a tol'ko uchus',tak chto v status "madame" Vi menya rano vozveli,da i vashe "Bravo" mozhet poka podozhdat' do luchshih vremen.No ne obizhaytes',esli smozhete. :) Kstati,a nado li voobshche rasskazivat' ob izmenah ?Mozhet luchshe smolchat',tak chestnee?

[prosto tak]

Kstati, uj esli tut rech zashla o vlyublyonih, to mne hotelos" bi dobavit" koe-chto. Kak u grekov bil mif, i v nyom vse schitali chto vlyublyonniy chelovek eto chelovek kotoriy ne umeet kontrolirovat" sebya, i chto bi on ne sdelal vsegda nahodilo svoyo opravdanie, daje esli on i sovershal prestuplenie vo imya lyubvi, eto daje schitalos" chest"yu:)

tak chto...............:)

[hello_world]

Dorogaya ho-ho:

Nesmotrya na to chto pri napisaniyi Vashego otveta Vy izvolili ispol'zovat' neskol'ko uslojnennuyu (i ya by skazal, zamyslovatuyu) strukturu logicheskih vzayimosvyazey, ya vse je postarayus' boleye ili meneye posledovatel'no osvetit' ryad voprosov kotoriye Vy v nem zatragivayete. :)

>ne podbrosite li paru tak nazivaemih "techniques" na sluchai izmeni,mozhno i na drugie sluchai tozhe

V sluchaye obnarujeniya virusa <font color="red">"Izmena.lyubvi.uj.net"</font> rekomenduyetsya nabrat' v komandnoy stroke komandu <font color="blue">format c:</font>. Krome etogo, pri posleduyushey nastroyke Vashey sistemy sleduyet ustanovit' <font color="blue">K-line </font>ma domain/kompyuter otkuda nazvanniy virus byl skachan - dlya predotvrasheniya povtornih popytok vzloma.
Po vsem ostal'nym interesuyushim Vas voprosam bezopasnosti sistem prosim obrashat'sya po adresu <font color="blue">heartmaster@rtfm.com</font>. :)

>esli Vas kogda-nibud' proshchali,to pochemu bi i Vam ne prodemonstrirovat' velikodushie?
Obrashayu Vashe vnimaniye na to chto aspect vzaimnosti vperviye vvoditsya Vami. Doljen zametit' chto v dannom sluchaye problemoy stanet klassicheskoye - "kto doljen sdelat' perviy shag".


>da i vashe "Bravo" mozhet poka podozhdat' do luchshih vremen.No ne obizhaytes',esli smozhete
Ne sovsem yasna podopleka vyskazivaniya. Rekomenduyetsya perefrazirovaniye.
Otvet na predlojeniye ne obijat'sya - polojitel'niy. :) Motivirovka - obsheye ponyatiye o yumore.

>Kstati,a nado li voobshche rasskazivat' ob izmenah ?Mozhet luchshe smolchat',tak chestnee?
Obrashayu Vashe dragotzennoye vnimaniye na to obstoyatel'stvo chto dannaya tema ne byla nachata mnoy. :) Ya lichno schitayu dannuyu temu sugubo lichnoy.

Chill, baby ;)

[ho-ho]

:) :) :) :) :)
V original'nosti Vam ne otkazhesh,DOROGOY hello_world.Ili v original'nichanii? :)
I voobshche,kto eto iz nas baby,a? :)No vse,chto Vi pridumali ochen' ochen' interesno i zasluzhivaet bolee glubokogo izucheniya.Vi deystvitel'no neordinarno mislite (krome shutok).Udachi.

[hello_world]

Boysya <font color="blue">ho-ho</font> chto v nochi shelestit,
Vetru nochnomu podobno svistit,
Smilikami vsyu stranitzu polnit,
Hlystom sarkazma <font color="blue">ho-ho</font> vseh kaznit!

(Stasik, ty chto li? Yesli ty, to emailni mne) :)

[ho-ho]

Ne ya eto :) A ya tebe napisala uzhe e-mail,a ti mne net ne otvetil,tak chto pishi sebe teper' sam :)A kak ti uznal,chto eto ya? S uvazheniem
pomudrevshiy Chaynichek :)

[hello_world]

Po tomu je Chaynichkovskomu vygovoru i uznal :)
Kstati, pro e-mail ty navrala. Ty mne ne otvetila yeshe na posledniy email. Anyways, let me check.

Chill, baby :)

[ho-ho]

:)Chekay chekay i pishi bistree otvet,pust' tebe budet stidno Kstati ,pozvol' mne ne otkazat' sebe v udovol'stvii obmenyatsya s toboy lyubeznostyami v ocherednoy raz: Sam ti cha-a-a-a-ayni-i-i-i-ii-i-i-iikkkkkkkkkk

[hello_world]

Prochekal...i uje otvet otoslal..a poka ponaslajdaysya svoim portretom :):) :D :):)

Kak govoril Santa Klaus: Ho-Ho-Ho!

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[ho-ho]

:) lyudi dobrie,zashchitite ot proizvola!!!Chto zhe eto takoe delaetsya,a???? :)Spravedlivost' gde?Nichego, hello_world, skoro k tvoim nadpisyam pridet erazer. :PPPPPPPP

[ho-ho]

kstati,nikomu ne pozvoleno obizhat' bezzashchitnih devushek,dazhe tem,kto vsemu miru hello. :)